you wasted life, why wouldnt you waste death?
i know ive said this before, but someone explain to me how the modest mouse ocean breathes salty video can be so fucking good.. aah. i could watch this video for the rest of my life, it still has the same effect on me each time i see it. it makes me smile and laugh and cry and i love it.
anyway, how fucking sad is this:
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=67727&item=5541840970&rd=1&ssPageName=WDVW
i mean its really weird but still.. those are his fucking TEARS! those are a lot of tears! and the jewlery this guy was gonna give this girl for christmas! it makes me want to kill myself.
another thing that makes me want to kill myself- being around my parents so much. it seems like theyre always within a 6 foot radius. i cant deal with their shit. theyre so addicted to drama and starting problems. probably out of boredom. anyway, i dont want any of it. no drama for me. im not grounded anymore so that should help.
another thing that means nothing to everyone else- oh hot im watching the green day video now and they had these two emo kids making out and their skinny little legs were wrapped around each other- okay anyway yeah the other thing is i cleaned my room today and it was a terrific experience in which i listened to some good music and cleared my head. so that was nice.
i want the muse video to come on because even though muse is kinda dumb theyre addicting.
another thing i want- to get real trashed. mmm alcohol.
whoa my chemical romance video.. memories. my mom says the singer is "androgynous." nice mom. now go DIE!!