Nov 30, 2005 22:26
My throat hurts so fucking bad! Shit! It's like, when you swallow and your whole body winces 'cept with me it's probably more like a dance 'cause I always dance when my reflexes kick in OWW FUCK! I just had to swallow again! Son of a bitch. Wait. I'm gonna try an experiment. I wanna try thinking about the nerves, that they're sending signals to my brain and that it is separate from me.
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Oh shit. that worked. I can still separate myself from feeling. Damn. I've been trying to cast that off for a while.
ps arcade fire ep is good