Apr 27, 2004 03:17
wow I feel like total shit tonight. I had the most amazing night with my mates 'n such. Had a fuckin' blast drinking beers eating pizza and getting into right fucked up trouble as per usual.
My bud nick got too fucked ..... if you knew him you'd understand.
I pretty much got a JOB!!!!!!!! YEssss. me with a job. Its almost been a year without a job.
Guessss what?> OI. yea imma take pictures for 10 bucks an hour...travel all over the place with my friend melissa too an nick too , yea. Its pretty much set up. I'll find out next weekend. wish me luck.
Anyhow I get home , start to clean n such. Then I get on AIM and not one but TWO of the girls I care about in the online world (one in real, yea) are having a bunch of trouble.
Not only that but both of em dont trust me enough to explain/
Makes me feel like people cant trust me...........Yet I pride myself on being trusted.
Hence me feeling like shit. I guess some people dont realize that I actually care. Hmm ;/