I know so little about said situation that I feel a little wrong to even conjecture, but I know this:
Love is always worth it and you should never be sorry for putting yourself out there and it not working out because at least you'll never have "what if" regrets and I'm sure you learned a lot/will have some outstanding memories. Nothing (as you know) is more important and more meaningful than those few seconds where someone really sees you and you feel like the best version of yourself and are all lit up by someone else and it's worth going through all this shit rape for. It just is.
I'm so sorry things worked out for you this way. I know how hard you've searched and I hope your friends (and I am one, and you can call me if you want) are there for you and that you will not curl up and give up and not keep fighting and seeking and exploring and experiencing.
The first one isn't usually "the" one and most people I know (including myself) have been burnt or just plain had timing suck and got their heart broke at least once. Although it feels like the walls are caving in, you're lucky to have found someone. Hold onto her friendship if you can w/out driving yourself insane. It will come around again.
Love is always worth it and you should never be sorry for putting yourself out there and it not working out because at least you'll never have "what if" regrets and I'm sure you learned a lot/will have some outstanding memories. Nothing (as you know) is more important and more meaningful than those few seconds where someone really sees you and you feel like the best version of yourself and are all lit up by someone else and it's worth going through all this shit rape for. It just is.
I'm so sorry things worked out for you this way. I know how hard you've searched and I hope your friends (and I am one, and you can call me if you want) are there for you and that you will not curl up and give up and not keep fighting and seeking and exploring and experiencing.
The first one isn't usually "the" one and most people I know (including myself) have been burnt or just plain had timing suck and got their heart broke at least once. Although it feels like the walls are caving in, you're lucky to have found someone. Hold onto her friendship if you can w/out driving yourself insane. It will come around again.
<3
Jaimee
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