Nov 13, 2005 16:36
note - Many people exist in this world that completely despise the ground i walk on. Every word i speak and every action i take is met with opposition and hatred. Very well, i do not control the opinions of others. I do not control their emotions. If that is the way they feel, i respect that. but know that I have left a mark on you, somehow changed you, influenced you by my words and actions. Which means, in turn, that i will be remembered by you for quite some time. And i hope that your anger towards me grants you some personal strength. because strength comes from adversity, not from stagnation. Personal growth is encouraged by strong emotions and conflict. So it gives me a small amount of satisfaction to know that.
I do not exist on this earth to please those around me.
But its a great feeling to know that for the duration of everything ive been through this past year and a half or so, that 2 people have stood beside me no matter what. Thank you Will, and thank you Travis, for all of your help. i definitely needed it, and i am forever in your debt and grateful.
thank you.