summer school here i come
Summer school sounds realy gay, but it happens. Fathers day was today, and i'm not going to give my dad anything untill i get my birthday present that is now about 5 months old......cock. I Miss my old life in NY. I wish all you friends of mine here could have moved to me. I miss my grandma who is still there all alone. I feel like i left her there by her self to die or something. She has no one else but me and my real mom, and nobodies heard of her in about 8 years. I had some good times with grandma for about a year when i lived with her . I feel sorry for people who have to die alone with nobody with them. I hate living here with the nice houses and all this money and all the people with all the money. I liked living with nothing, because you had stuff to worry about. Back then i did'nt know if I was going to eat that day or not, but now all i do is eat and when I don't get dinner i get all pissed off. Vacaville makes people weak. People here in vacaville live with both parents and they get old and die together. When I was growing up I had a Brother and a mom that i only got to see 3 days out of the week. And my brother had two jobs and when he was'nt working he was hanging out with his friends. So I went though my childhood by my self. Kids here don't even no how to wash there own close. I had to wash my stuff when i was a little boy. When people here want some food they look in the kitchen, When i wanted food i looked in the Liqueur store......with no money. I don't know i think i just have to much right now, and i kinda wish people that have nothing can live like me and I can switch with them. Crap I got to go to school tomorrow. No more parties for me........untill the weekends hahahahaha. I LOVE YOU ALL....peace out