People.........dont trust them

[jonnyjruss]

People are crazy things. You think you can trust them and they turn around and kick you square in the balls. Either that are they cry like a little baby talking about how i don't hang out with him anymore. cough cough Justin. Man you have been sick for like 2 weeks and if you wanted to hang out or talk my cell phone is always on. I am sure you well

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Re: Howdy ho'

[jonnyjruss]

Dude it's not like i don't want to hang out with you. Think about it, for like the whole last month you have been hella busy with making the band room, beeing sick, and i have also been busy, trying to play for this new band, and trying to get my grades back up. It's the end of the year man i have been trying to get things together by studing for test's, and doing my homework. At the beggining of the year man i did nothing but hang out and have fun with you and because i fooled around so much i have to go to summer school. And i think you should stop blaming Zac and Ryan. They are both good guys, and if you are going to blame anyone maybe you should thnk about yourself. When people like Zac and Ryan want to hang out after school they simply call me on my cell phone, and plain to hang out. You called me once in the last two weeks and that was when i was at Cole's party. And for some odd reason every day at school you act hella square. Like today you got pissed off because you did'nt want to be 10 minutes late to go to Jazz. And you want to say i am pissy. Dude i don't realy like to talk to you sometimes because i know what ever i saw you are going to come back by always making me feel wrong, or dumb. I don't even know why you are mad...I am not mad at you. If you want to hang out, call me up man, you know my cell phone # better than i do.

Re: Howdy ho'

[jdangle27]

damn, we should stop doing this on line, ok, i know i am acting differently too, becuz both u and peasley say so, but im doing it becuz at school, alves DOES push me aside, and i blame zac becuz he WAS cool a few weeks ago, but now every time i see him he has to cap on me.....we used to talk in science, but now all he does is make fun of me, and i actually told him to stop but he doesnt....i hate that becuz i asked and he wouldnt.....i mean, i was afraid to have the tape player playing becuz i knew he would just cap on ur other band for being "gay" in his sense......and dont give me that, becuz ever since deedee gave divorice and a little before then, u start with the most partying i have seen u done with getting drunk and drinking tons of rock star, i may be fat but i dont ruin my body with caffeine.....also, even if u r facing problems with ur family, u do act mean about life, and i have always been this square, u just used to laugh at it, but now u punk me about it,.....i respect people and i was feeling bad that morning and im sorry but i dont know if u have noticed yet jon, but music IS my life....i actually like mccarthy and procter becuz of their musical ability.....maybe u and alves dont luv music as much, but its all i have so i like to play every chance i get..and it is fun to play with an actual band even if its small......i mean, u have sports and social ability beyond human ability...u can be friends with anyone and be awesome in any sport u play, but all i have is music...sorry if im a geek, but thats who i am........and if i am pissing u off, well, im sorry, but i will always be ur best friend, people like me and chris and david dye will always be there for u.....i mean, who did u call when deedee beat u? who's entire family took u in for the night and think of u as a son? my brother thinks ur hilarious, my mom thinks of u as a son, and my dad thinks that ur the son he never had....athletic and musical.....so jon, im sorry, i guess we just grew up, and it sucks, i will call u, just please call me, becuz u know u used to call alot more than u do now, and i guess no matter what u do with ur self, i want to still be ur best friend, and i will always be here, and my family is here for u and they luv u too,.....jon, lets just hang out, and be friends again after school ends....and i do hate that u r spending so much time with zac, and its becuz u see him differently than me........he's nice to u and likes u,.....but i hate jus tseeing him becuz all he does is cap on me,.................................welll,,now that all of that shit is done,..............................wanna go bowling some time? or see about joining fitness 19 and wworking out or band practice? or go to the movies? oh, and how about calling or inviting me the next time u go out with our friends? no one informs me of any thing.............................................................................................read my journal too i guess and have a good time doing wut u do

Re: Howdy ho'

[jonnyjruss]

Trust me man i haven't forgotten what you have done for me, or why we are friends. If Zac was makeing fun of you and picking on you, you should have told me. I mean he talks about everyone, but if it is bothering you then it should stop. I dont care if he could kick my ass i am not going to let him talk shit to my best friend. It is hard times at home right now, but it's going to be better when she moves out. You loving music is one of the reasons i hang out with you. Its cool that you have a passion for your music, and if you are cool with Procter and Kevin thats cool too. And you should'nt worry about Alves "replacing you" because that is an impossible task to do. We should just put an end to this little feud we are having and go back to do what we do. I'll call Eirik and tell him to drive us somewhere. And i am up to practice sometime next week. I want to play another show with you man. Alright well i am going to play some Battle ship.
peace