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What kind of friend would be up at 1:30 am on christmas morning to cheer me up, a jewish friend. Who woulda thought it would all turn out like this.
New philosophy thanks to amanda:
Do not wallow in the past, remeber it only to not repeat it
Live in the Present and accept it
Look to the future for oppurtunities and remeber the future can always be changed.
word, i thougth of that kind of all by myself while i was sitting in my bed for 2 hours contemplating my life and how this past 3 months have been reallllllly different, and how i suck at relationship with girls. and how i started hanging out with my newer friends becuase i wanted to get away from all those stupid worries and found myself back in them, how when i go back to school everythign is going to be different, and how im going to get a zero in a spanish quiz because i forgot to take it, and how im going to get shitty grades in half of my classes and get grounded, and how im overwhelmed on christmas eve, and how i really want to be sleeping right now, and how i make people cry on accident, and how i start a huge butterfly effect (movie haha) of making people feel shitty and losing friends and losing my head, and most of all how i lost my respect for myself over the past year, how i let friends get in front of my morals, and how i lost god....
New philosophy thanks to amanda:
Do not wallow in the past, remeber it only to not repeat it
Live in the Present and accept it
Look to the future for oppurtunities and remeber the future can always be changed.
word, i thougth of that kind of all by myself while i was sitting in my bed for 2 hours contemplating my life and how this past 3 months have been reallllllly different, and how i suck at relationship with girls. and how i started hanging out with my newer friends becuase i wanted to get away from all those stupid worries and found myself back in them, how when i go back to school everythign is going to be different, and how im going to get a zero in a spanish quiz because i forgot to take it, and how im going to get shitty grades in half of my classes and get grounded, and how im overwhelmed on christmas eve, and how i really want to be sleeping right now, and how i make people cry on accident, and how i start a huge butterfly effect (movie haha) of making people feel shitty and losing friends and losing my head, and most of all how i lost my respect for myself over the past year, how i let friends get in front of my morals, and how i lost god....