May 09, 2005 19:41
man im so shit, i complain cos it seems like a girlfriend is so out of sight, but now i have these 3 girls all showing interest, 2 especially.... and i just cant seem to do anything. maybe i secretly want to be alone and just complain about it! haha... not even i know the answer to this one...
on another note im getting on grandly at work. apparantly "stuart loves" me and i should "get my head out of stuarts arse cos theres only room for one of us" - ian. well, i DONT have me head up his arse, i just call him mate and do what he says.. vinny said if i stick at it, i'll go far. also on good relations with everyone in the office now, which paid off today, as everyone chipped in to help me with my workload (even tho i was there till 6.30) so yea things there are good. only thing is, might not be able to goto trashfest as our kerridge change over is in june and we cant get holiday, even working wkends!! so that could suck royally.
fuck knows about the flat either... i mean poohert is talking about getting a new job, which surely would mean he's not going to uni?? FUCK that boy. hes so indecisive. alas, i still love him tho, no matter of how much a dick he's been the last 5 months!! haha <3
i think im slowly killing myself too. i drink too much, i smoke bud FAR FAR too much, but im cutting down the fags. also i get average of 5 or 6 hrs a night sleep. normally i like at elast 8. urgh.