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Jan 05, 2005 19:29

It has been quite a long time since I wrote diaries, oh memories, oh memories.
Because I've had like thousand mental breakdowns since that time , I DECIDED it is time to find place to put my thoughts, I've tried to talk to psychologists, but they are SOSOSOSO stupid.
These questions they ask, i have never told them truth , I lie some shit together and they are like 'Oh you seem mentally healthy.'
HELLNO! jerks.
Now after like 5-6 suicide attempts that have failed, because I've been too pussy I really want to try to change something.
I want to see these bright colours again, although black is really kinky colour.

I really need someone to date with, seriously:/ Don't laugh, i need someone to share my thoughts...

I need billion antidepressants too...
Nice girl/boy with antidepressants. ah, I would marry that person.
meow
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