Feeling...
Hello there,
Work has me screwed man! I'm telling you! *Sigh* Well anywayz...
All has been pretty slow going in my world lately, still no band stuff...though we were supposed to play tonight at the Church banquet, we couldn't cuz I worked until 9 p.m. so yes...seems Airetos is on the back burner again...but should I feel guilty? I really dont actually...maybe it's just me and my frustration getting the best of me, but I dont feel bad having not been able to play this show. I feel like, well if they dont really wanna play as much or as often...then why should I play when they want me to? I guess it's a rebellion thins, like mess with me the clutch and main member of the band and you'll be sad to find out just how bad you need me. I dont know...I'm sure this bad little man inside of me will go away soon, but I feel I have some points right. Oh well...no need for discussion, no one seems to read this anyway.
I drummed a bit a few days ago. Not with the band, just with myself, it was really nice. Just to have the liberty to play in my room...just quietly drenched in the serenity of some heavy metal, yeah it doesnt seem to make sense, but it's right for me. :)
I feel kinda unappreciated lately, and a bit alone. It's probably cuz of the fact that this Christmas I'll be all alone in this lil' ole house of mine. Sounds bad doesnt it? Well...it isn't that bad...just hasn't sunk in as much as I thought it had. No worries though, I'm sure that God will provide good times this Christmas break.
Anywayz...felicidades to all!
~Jonny
Work has me screwed man! I'm telling you! *Sigh* Well anywayz...
All has been pretty slow going in my world lately, still no band stuff...though we were supposed to play tonight at the Church banquet, we couldn't cuz I worked until 9 p.m. so yes...seems Airetos is on the back burner again...but should I feel guilty? I really dont actually...maybe it's just me and my frustration getting the best of me, but I dont feel bad having not been able to play this show. I feel like, well if they dont really wanna play as much or as often...then why should I play when they want me to? I guess it's a rebellion thins, like mess with me the clutch and main member of the band and you'll be sad to find out just how bad you need me. I dont know...I'm sure this bad little man inside of me will go away soon, but I feel I have some points right. Oh well...no need for discussion, no one seems to read this anyway.
I drummed a bit a few days ago. Not with the band, just with myself, it was really nice. Just to have the liberty to play in my room...just quietly drenched in the serenity of some heavy metal, yeah it doesnt seem to make sense, but it's right for me. :)
I feel kinda unappreciated lately, and a bit alone. It's probably cuz of the fact that this Christmas I'll be all alone in this lil' ole house of mine. Sounds bad doesnt it? Well...it isn't that bad...just hasn't sunk in as much as I thought it had. No worries though, I'm sure that God will provide good times this Christmas break.
Anywayz...felicidades to all!
~Jonny