The way foward, paying my debts to nature.
...heading down a one way street. Lamps on, shineing my way. Splashing threw the puddles to re-commit to my youth. Playing on roads to face a danger, looking at the clouds for answers. Starring at the moon to see your face. Searching for the sun to see those who have passed.
and I just...
"can't wait to get out of this place" :) > Thats for you David. :) :)
Really starting to miss him now. :( nevermind what that implys, but he knows Im sure. I am hoping to be able to commit something to him... maybe it'll make a difference to the resolve I put into certain things. I have always said yup i'd without a doubt give my life to get him back, but at the end of the day, that aint my choice. Kinda just gotta give in to fate...once more.
Alot of you wont know what Im talking about, feel free to ask. I just think making this entry will put some demons at rest which seem to creep up at any time they choose.
oh, and **** ***** ....watch out...god will deal with you. I cant deal with hate in my heart. As soon as your released, your fucked. I hope you realise that...thats all. Its all I want you to know.
and I just...
"can't wait to get out of this place" :) > Thats for you David. :) :)
Really starting to miss him now. :( nevermind what that implys, but he knows Im sure. I am hoping to be able to commit something to him... maybe it'll make a difference to the resolve I put into certain things. I have always said yup i'd without a doubt give my life to get him back, but at the end of the day, that aint my choice. Kinda just gotta give in to fate...once more.
Alot of you wont know what Im talking about, feel free to ask. I just think making this entry will put some demons at rest which seem to creep up at any time they choose.
oh, and **** ***** ....watch out...god will deal with you. I cant deal with hate in my heart. As soon as your released, your fucked. I hope you realise that...thats all. Its all I want you to know.