10 hours

[jonny_kun]

well, i'm home for 10 hours. musicon wasn't what i expected it to be good and bad. i went into it expecting so much spiritually out of it. like some sort of epiphiny on how i could live my life better, but i didn't get anything the entire week. it sucked. i went into the weeks hoping that i could get together with destinee. maybe her and i would become friends again, or maybe more, but i was very cautious about it. letting her approach me at first and then later on when i got more comfortable with it, i started hanging with her and we both just enjoyed eachother's company. i really had a great time with her. it was really hard because tim was all over megara the entire two weeks so i didn't get much time with him. nait was all over meagan, so i definately stayed away from him. jeff had a lead part also and was mostly spending time trying to get all of his fan girls off him. so my company was limited to destinee, which was 100% okay with me. she kissed me on the cheek on the bus two days ago, too, which gave me hope of something. we talked it over and things are mutual, but i'm not really going to approach things yet. or maybe not really soon. i want to really get to know her and a relationship isn't the thing i want to do that with.

i go to the cape in 10 hours. great.

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