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new journal "layout" if you can call it that. i got bored with the last one and decided to change this one as my mood changes. my whole style and outlook has been shifting over the time to more of a "rocker's" look. don't ask me what that means. rob calls it "scene" whatever that means too, but all i've got to say is that it's hot. and for some reason, all of a sudden, i've been liking fashion. it's nothing to worry about too much, but i've kind of turned into the pretty boy if you can call me that. it's hot, it's new, it's me, i like it. i styled my hair differently today cuz rob said it would look good (sounds like i'm doing everything rob says ... well i am) and it does. it's the kinda of mini-mohawk thing. hard to explain, but it looks nice nice. brandom from dead poetic has the same hair style, it's nice. i'm so pressuring myself to get into a band and get into one soon. i really really want to be in a hardcore/screamo/emo band of some sort so i can get my voice and words heard and put to the music i love. i'm going to take some guitar lessons and classes durring my senior year so i can actually pursue it. rob tried teaching me some, but that didn't really work much. i've been writing some lyrics and listening to a wider brand of music lately. expanding my horizons to such titles as letterkills, from first to last, and my american heart. more of the emo sound to it. much like hawthorne heights, which if you haven't heard of, you must cuz it will rock your soul. anywho, a pic of my new hairstyle cuz i got bored. yeah, so check out the layout and my hair.
