dirty sinks and folded laundry
i moved out. jen and i got our own place. money is tight right now, i mean really tight. Tension is up, due to the fact she is on second shift and i work mids, so we never see each other. Its trying our patience. We need more "us" time so we can be cute and do lovey things like go places, buy things for each other.
Baby steps are all i seem to be making. I cant make music till my laptop is fixed. No internet at the apt. yet. Paying bills sucks. Need a second shift job that pays nice.
cant start school until i get one.
poop mcsmeery poop.
I want to go to some local shows, hear whats going around, even if it sucks.
i want to play shows again.
i want become to come to my show, even if it sucks.
i wanted MORE snow.
I wish i was more self reliant musically.
go watch NorthFork. Its amazing...i know it came out in 2003, but its a wonderful movie. go now.
then buy science of sleep on tuesday.
i know i will.
love.
smiles.
Baby steps are all i seem to be making. I cant make music till my laptop is fixed. No internet at the apt. yet. Paying bills sucks. Need a second shift job that pays nice.
cant start school until i get one.
poop mcsmeery poop.
I want to go to some local shows, hear whats going around, even if it sucks.
i want to play shows again.
i want become to come to my show, even if it sucks.
i wanted MORE snow.
I wish i was more self reliant musically.
go watch NorthFork. Its amazing...i know it came out in 2003, but its a wonderful movie. go now.
then buy science of sleep on tuesday.
i know i will.
love.
smiles.