last entry:
i'm finished, i'm sick of scene people. I'm sick of everyone looking the same, acting the same. And being arrogant jerks thinking thery're so individual. I really hate it. I have a feeling i've lost my ambition. I dont "want to do" anything anymore. i want...i dont know what i want. But its not this. so thanks for the years of entries and the tears and stupid little bits of happiness and quarrels that arose out of these pages. Sorry Aivez, you still e-mail me ok. I love you man. But there isn't anything that i need from this journal anymore, so goodbye. I'll leave it at that, maybe in a few years if this thing is still open and i'm alive, i'll say hi or something. which is what i do with it anyways. Crap, i hate this.