Apr 29, 2004 23:45
I just said goodnight to her, the only thing keeping me from crying myself to sleep is the faint comfort of knowing it wasn't the last time i will ever have to do that. Yes that right, i leave tomorrow for Louisville. "Back to the old grind", as some would say. This has been the best 3 weeks and 2 days of my entire life. I have learned more of our relationship than ever, i feel closer to her, i know her better, and we even act like an aready married couple, ha, not yet. But eventually i'm sure. She is definently worth the wait, however long that said wait may be, i will endure it and smile with the thought of an eternal love that cannot be brokin. Hmm...well, unfortunently it is late, and i have till about 5pm tomorrow with her, i only hope i can hold the tears until she is out of sight. I dont want to cry at our parting, i want to smile and say, "We'll never have to say goodbye."
Life can be awesome sometimes. It may seem cruel, like the fact i have to leave my love now, to have her forever later.
Love.