the full trucker effect
This has been the best three weeks ever. I really dont want to leave. I dont know what i'm going to do, go back to work, resume life on the phone. I'll have to settle for her voice. I really shouldn't be sad. I know heavenly father has brought ellen and i together and her will not suffer us apart for long. Thats why we've had all these little visits. And one day i wont have to leave, or she wont have to leave. We can stay with each other and be happy. I just have to remember to live my life for the future, rather than the moment. Things will be wonderful one day and i can look back at these days and smile that i got through it. Love.