May 25, 2004 20:27
pt. 3 (circle the three)
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have you ever gone to work happy? have you ever driven to work happy? are you happy right now? when you think of happy, keep in mind this word is used to convey an idea of complete peace.
during the day you will no doubt try to strike up interesting, or mostly, incredibly uninteresting conversations with your workmates. you are fraternizing with those who have least in common with you. but let me ask you this: what about that nagging manifestation of a thought scratching at the back of your brain? this is the thought that asks, "should i tell the leader that im sick and that i want to go home?"
this is when youve given up.
maybe you dont even catch yourself asking this question. maybe you dont realize that its presented to your psyche every single day during every single week during every single month during every single year of your working life.
its definetly true. trust me. if you cant trust, dig deeper. if you are incapable of trusting, stop here. take a nap. go back to sleep.
as a side note... think about how sleeplessness has no place during the work week. then you think about how hallucinations do not belong in the work place either.
that prolly sounds quite comical to some. its not comical. its true. this is not an obvservation. this is not an editorial. if you think it is, you need to take a nap. go back to sleep.
i want you to imagine something for a minute. now i feel like bringing something to your attention... even though the following may give you a disturbing mental image, or that it may seem like a passionately arbitrarily silly event that took place (something thats been blurted out at the whim of a madman) rest be assured that everything to be stated next will make honest sense.
now that you feel like youve been lead in circles... its time to sign off.
(this is jds tendency to beat around the bush to distract you from the real point)
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aside from that.
id like everyone to know that i use the live journal purely as something not to be taken seriously. contained within the many entries youll find sighing and groaning and work hating and name calling and randomness and me-ism and downright insanity and exaggerations and embellishments and untruth.
be rest assured that i love you all and only mean the best :D i actually dont even mind my job. i used to hate it. used to hate it a lot. plus take that coupled with the fact that... well... crap comes up in life. and well.. after all that... you have the need for a release. this is my release. thank you for paying as close attention as possible. thank you for reading.
i dont hate my job. actually... i may own the company soon. heh. me? an owner? hehehehehehe...
jd
(todays childhood message involves a fire-breathing dragon.. approx. 7 years of age :D)