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Jan 22, 2006 21:35

I feel like I'm starting to come to a better place than I have been over the past few months but it's still a long road ahead. I don't want to get into anything really but it has been an interesting weekend, a time that I never thought would come. All I really can do is accept that things were the way they were and now, they are the way they are ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 24 2006, 21:39:19 UTC
Don't worry lamb...it gets better. My last relationship, before my current one, was horrible. I was in your same exact situation. Actually in my current relationship, there was a rocky time, like 4 years ago....but now we are at 8 years. Not every moment is happy, but an experience.
I got through everything by surrounding myself with mariah. :-) For some reason, I have always had a connection with her music. When I was in my times of need, my favorite songs were, I Don't Want To Cry, Can't Let Go, Breakdown, SOMEDAY!!!!, Forever and Whenever You Call. They would play on repeat, all day every day....I'm not sure if that was healthy, but it helped take me to someplace else...a place where I could heal.
And you know what? I still heal everyday. It took a good 2 years to gain the trust back and learn to love someone back who did me wrong. But you are right....what is done is done. Can't change it. You just have to learn from it. "It is what it is." There is a thing called Karma....good karma, i'm sure, is headed your way.

:-) So Smile...it makes the world go round (not to mention, it causes less wrinkles when you smile!)

Maybe now you just can't conceive
That there'll ever come a time when you're cold and lonely
Baby, how could you ever believe
That another could replace me
The one and only
But when your down
In your time of need
And you're thinking that you
Might be coming back to own me

And hey....everyone is going through something.....the grass is only greener on the other side, because there is more SHIT over there!

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