Apr 10, 2004 11:23
This day hasn't really started yet, but I'm going to update anyway, because I've got something to say. Okay, I'll begin with a conversation between me and the infamous Greg Cushing:
(In reference to me saying I'm not good enough for Priscilla)
Syd 835: don't put yourself down like that, i approve of this one...but if you hurt her, i'll cut your dick off and feed it to you...(sorry thats the way things go)
Jonn Lobster: me hurt HER?!?!?!?
Jonn Lobster: yeah, that ones gonna fucking happen....
Syd 835: don't say it's not a possability cause that makes it moreso a possability
Jonn Lobster: im almost insulted
Jonn Lobster: almost
Syd 835: if you are closed to what might happen then it might happen
Jonn Lobster: im not closed to it
Jonn Lobster: i see the big picture, and i know that unless she breaks up with me, there is like an... i dunno, 87% chance that we won't break up at all
Jonn Lobster: not that i mean to say i can predict the future, but....
Jonn Lobster: she means WAY too much to me for that
Jonn Lobster: besides, why would I dump her?
Jonn Lobster: for someone else?
Jonn Lobster: im not like that man... ive had it happen to me before
Syd 835: did i say you were
Jonn Lobster: no
Syd 835: lets talk about something else
Jonn Lobster: okay
Jonn Lobster: *takes a deep breath*
Syd 835: LONG LIVE ROCK!
Jonn Lobster: hahaha
well, there you have it. It's been bothering me so I had to put it here for all to see. I hate giving people a glimpse into my personal life, but in this case I wanted everyone to know how I feel about her. Now that I can actually write about it in a calm, collected manner, I just wanted to make it absolutely clear that Priscilla is my Whole World and as long as she feels the same way about me, I think we'll be together for a looooooong time. I never want to hurt her... and if I did I would probably never let myself hear the end of it. I'd never be able to forgive myself for doing that to ANYBODY, much less Priscilla, whom I care for with all my heart. I love her so much, and that's all I can really say to you. Damn me so much... here you go, everybody! All my emotions on a silver platter for you to feast on. Have fun.