School...again

Dec 10, 2008 22:26

This is my first time studying at a University, and I have been very nervous for quite some time now, wondering if I'm good enough ,or rather, smart enough. It's been a while since I've studied as well.

For a whole year I was working at http://www.Biltema.com, where I started working when I was still in high-school, earning some extra money. When I graduated, I decided to work instead of studying (I was kind of tired of school).

Since then I got lazy, not having to crack open some text books for quite some while, you sort of start to lose the motivation of having to read those books. When I first started my programme, I was a bit shocked, I didn't know what to do! I really didn't. I thought it was so troublesome of having to read all the time (Jävla textbooks!!). I read every day when I take the train to school (1 1/2 hours) and when I take the train home. When I was working I didn't need to take my work home with me, now it seems I can't escape my work from school. Such a big change...

But now... Now I know I can handle it. I just found out I had passed my first two courses!!! I'm so happy :)

Now it feels like I can do this, I am smart enough for this... Hopefully

rant, school, work

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