WHY do things not go the way you like???
Ok, first of all, this internet connection is really starting to piss me off. For about 5 days the internet here has sucked big time. I have to hit the refresh button like 3 times before the page will load sperately. I cant always do an journal entry because I cant get the fucking page to load.
Subject #2.
I skipped the gym last night because we got attacked.by the time it was all over, it was too late for the gym. I had to go to sleep. It was like 3 am This is getting a little old also. I mean how many times can you shoot at us? Currently we are in Alarm Red again. And the internet is down. I finally got smart and decided to type my journal in word and cut it and paste it into my journal when the internet is up. Well this is attack #2 in 12 hours so once more to make 3 in 24 hours and I am back in the fucking gear again. I cant wait to go home.
Stefania emailed me today YEAH!!!! Her emails always bring a smile to my face. Lei e pazza. You got to love her for that. Got an email from Max also. Hmm not sure what to say there. He had a good trip to Amsterdam and he brought me back some kind of poster. That was very nice of him. He told me about a boy he met because I asked. I know I am happy that he found someone interesting on his trip, but I am also sad at the same time. I don’t know what I think anymore. Its all what it is and that’s all I know. I am over him but I am not at the same time. I know its weird and confusing but It will all be clear to me one day, just don’t know or right now I don’t care when.
Jen sent me an email today to help her with here school paper that is due tonight at midnight. My god woman. She only wrote one paragraph. What now she wants me to write her papers for her? Jesus why am I so nice?
Subject #2.
I skipped the gym last night because we got attacked.by the time it was all over, it was too late for the gym. I had to go to sleep. It was like 3 am This is getting a little old also. I mean how many times can you shoot at us? Currently we are in Alarm Red again. And the internet is down. I finally got smart and decided to type my journal in word and cut it and paste it into my journal when the internet is up. Well this is attack #2 in 12 hours so once more to make 3 in 24 hours and I am back in the fucking gear again. I cant wait to go home.
Stefania emailed me today YEAH!!!! Her emails always bring a smile to my face. Lei e pazza. You got to love her for that. Got an email from Max also. Hmm not sure what to say there. He had a good trip to Amsterdam and he brought me back some kind of poster. That was very nice of him. He told me about a boy he met because I asked. I know I am happy that he found someone interesting on his trip, but I am also sad at the same time. I don’t know what I think anymore. Its all what it is and that’s all I know. I am over him but I am not at the same time. I know its weird and confusing but It will all be clear to me one day, just don’t know or right now I don’t care when.
Jen sent me an email today to help her with here school paper that is due tonight at midnight. My god woman. She only wrote one paragraph. What now she wants me to write her papers for her? Jesus why am I so nice?