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So today I discover that not only have I been being lied to and cheated on for some time, but that the girl I thought was in love with me is not only back with her disgusting ex-boyfriend, but she's fucking moved in with himLast time he came up in conversation, she told me that the mere thought of him touching her made her feel physically ill and
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So I wasn't going to be bothering her anyway, and even if I was, 'it's kind of upsetting her' wouldn't really mean too much to me now.
I spent two years putting Ali's feelings above everything and making our relationship my first priority, without ever really seeing much effort the other way, and in the end it seems she didn't care in the slightest about my feelings, so forgive me if hers aren't really a worry of mine now. Not that I'd do anything to upset her anyway, I'm just not that sort of person.
As I said, I am moving on, and am still confused as to what I did to inspire your comments.
By the way, 'taking her' may not have been the best choice of words, but you did have a certain knack for showing up hen she was finding the long distance relationship most difficult, when she was at her most vulnerable and weak, when she missed me most. Last time she left me for you and realised her mistake, I pointed this out and she agreed that you do have a distinct scavenger quality.
As for her having a brain and a heart, I know she does, she can be a wonderful and intelligent girl, but it seems that at times she can leave both organs switched off.
Perhaps you shouldn't be blaming me for her being upset. If indeed she does still have a heart, then regret, guilt and embarrassment at how horribly she cut me off without even a goodbye might be appropriate feelings for her.
I didn't delete any comment of yours. Your two most recent comments were made at 2:40am my time, at which time I was fast asleep.
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