oh lordy loo
to whine and bitch some more, school just hit that hump where i don't care. i just want to get done and through with it. mainly, i think it's just the lack of motivation. true, i can say that i've given my sweat and blood to this program, but in all fairness, sweat came from seating outside during lunch and blood was given to do a lab.
i think i scored lower on a test than the "struggling classmate." but he did study for it night and day. kudos to him, but i still feel like shit. sometimes just thinking about being on the job would make me feel better. rather than having to cram, everyday exposure is probably the better way to learn. though, the only troubling thing now is where i will end up. FiFi's friend studied MedTech in taiwan, but apparently it doesn't pay well on top of unpaid overtime. it probably won't matter because i intend to be more than just a tech, so i may have some kind of pay increase. ideally, i want to get paid enough so that FiFi can relax and find a day job at starbuck's and then work part time in graphic design. though it seems like a good plan, it probably wouldn't work if kids were involved.
aside from the future woes of a typical LJ entry, i need see some movies. Dark Knight is a must, but so is Wanted, Hellboy II, Wall-E, Pineapple Express, and more. watching cartoons and anime on the computer can only do so much. though i will say, Futurama has some good commentary. Billy West, John DiMaggio, and Maurice LaMarche never stop making me laugh. maybe in some other dimension i would like to be a voice actor. anything to hide my true voice, bleh.
i also recently discovered happy hour. never really got into that swing until now. happy hour hopping is fun, but need more people and alcohol tolerance. Anheuser-Busch have gone to the Belgians, but no real loss. i'm more of a fruity rum drinker. but recently i've had brain farts going into bars. i can't think up drinks or shots. is alcohol to blame?
and another sidenote. i just had my first experience with the T and P relationships of girls. i can't understand why they would ever date because twice the girl means twice the problems. but then again, all relationships have problems. it's probably an outside thing, though one observance is that T's can be just as bad as men. is society to blame?
rhetoric questions with no true answer.
i think i scored lower on a test than the "struggling classmate." but he did study for it night and day. kudos to him, but i still feel like shit. sometimes just thinking about being on the job would make me feel better. rather than having to cram, everyday exposure is probably the better way to learn. though, the only troubling thing now is where i will end up. FiFi's friend studied MedTech in taiwan, but apparently it doesn't pay well on top of unpaid overtime. it probably won't matter because i intend to be more than just a tech, so i may have some kind of pay increase. ideally, i want to get paid enough so that FiFi can relax and find a day job at starbuck's and then work part time in graphic design. though it seems like a good plan, it probably wouldn't work if kids were involved.
aside from the future woes of a typical LJ entry, i need see some movies. Dark Knight is a must, but so is Wanted, Hellboy II, Wall-E, Pineapple Express, and more. watching cartoons and anime on the computer can only do so much. though i will say, Futurama has some good commentary. Billy West, John DiMaggio, and Maurice LaMarche never stop making me laugh. maybe in some other dimension i would like to be a voice actor. anything to hide my true voice, bleh.
i also recently discovered happy hour. never really got into that swing until now. happy hour hopping is fun, but need more people and alcohol tolerance. Anheuser-Busch have gone to the Belgians, but no real loss. i'm more of a fruity rum drinker. but recently i've had brain farts going into bars. i can't think up drinks or shots. is alcohol to blame?
and another sidenote. i just had my first experience with the T and P relationships of girls. i can't understand why they would ever date because twice the girl means twice the problems. but then again, all relationships have problems. it's probably an outside thing, though one observance is that T's can be just as bad as men. is society to blame?
rhetoric questions with no true answer.