tempers wearing thin
it's a regular powder keg in class. i just a flurry of awful grades. three 70's. all on tests that i thought i did at least a B. i knew it. but looking back, the questions. made one dumb mistake. fine, okay with that. but everything else. what the hell?!
i don't know what's wrong with me. i study well, but maybe it's not the right kind of studying. apparently, the higher scoring people are getting high C's as well. maybe it's the tests?
but i think there is one person that's making the 90s, making the As. just laughing at us and leaving everyone else in the dust. granted, i did say this job requires highly intelligent and qualified graduates, but i'm just disappointed in myself really.
it's a downer because i have three more tests on the way and it's going to be same barrage of terrible. is it because i smell??
seriously?! i don't know what i'm doing wrong. i hope this week will get better.. because there are only 3 more "you can do it Jonney!-'s" left in me. after that, i'm going to have to throw in the towel and admit that i'm a god-awful for this profession.
i don't know what's wrong with me. i study well, but maybe it's not the right kind of studying. apparently, the higher scoring people are getting high C's as well. maybe it's the tests?
but i think there is one person that's making the 90s, making the As. just laughing at us and leaving everyone else in the dust. granted, i did say this job requires highly intelligent and qualified graduates, but i'm just disappointed in myself really.
it's a downer because i have three more tests on the way and it's going to be same barrage of terrible. is it because i smell??
seriously?! i don't know what i'm doing wrong. i hope this week will get better.. because there are only 3 more "you can do it Jonney!-'s" left in me. after that, i'm going to have to throw in the towel and admit that i'm a god-awful for this profession.