Nov 21, 2005 18:08
i live in a self imposed prison, and all i do is smoke, sleep and eat. not always in that order. i am depressed, and angry. i feel like nothing can make me happy right now, and that everyone is out to gain something from my selflessness. i am going to stop (again, for... i think the third time) smoking and drinking, because i have done no homework, or classwork for the past two weeks. enter my self imposed prison of doubt and fear and frustration.