Feb 24, 2012 08:34
Why is it so hard to tell you that I like you...? I mean, I'm sure you know that I do.... I just don't know if you feel the same... But I really hope you do.... I could go on and on about how you're not like anyone else, but then again you know how amazing you are, and I'm sure you've heard it all before...
You've taken care of me countless times when we're out and about and that's one of the reasons why I've fallen so hard for you.... You're heart is just so kind. I've even been told you're a great guy, and I believe and know that you are. You're constantly on my mind and when we don't talk, I miss you to much...
She said she can picture us together, one says that she has high hopes for us, and another said that you might return my feelings... and I believe it all, but what I want to know, is what do you think.... what's on your mind, what are you feeling? I don't want to ruin what we have.... we've build a great friendship and I cherish it very much that it would kill me if we lost it....
They say you don't want to rush into any relationship, and that God will make everything happen if it's meant to, but is it wrong for me to hope for all this to be true...? In the end I do hope we'll be together.... but that's not by my decision alone... I hope my heart and feelings will reach you... and I hope you'll return them too... I've been listening to a few songs on repeat for a while, and the lyrics say what I feel for you...
I don't think are meeting was by chance, ya know... I think there is a reason why after our first meeting we met again... Me meeting you has prevented me from doing something that could've came out wrong, and tore apart my life. Along with the logic words of others, I believe us meeting was a sign that I shouldn't do it... and I'm thankful for that...
I guess all in all, I just really want to say that I like you and possibly this like is actually love... you're probably never going to read this but, I just wanted to express myself...
A/N: Hey hey, so if you even bothered to read this at all you can see I've been struck by the love bug. Again... But as hard as I may try, I'm trying not to set my expectations to high, but I do hope there is something there and that everything works out... It's funny how I sound like a love struck high school girl when I'm actually 21... the songs I've been listening to non-stop are G.NA's 'Loving you', 'Say You Love Me (Confession)' ft. Hyuna, Park Bom's 'You & I', Wonder Girl's 'Be My Baby', and Secret's 'Together', and 'I want You Back' (as of yesterday) I don't think you reading really care, I just listed them for future reference~
Lol anywho, I'm still on hiatus... and I don't know for how long yet, there is a lot going on in my life, (this just being one of the many things) and I do hope you'll be patient with me... I don't expect comments on this, but feel free if you want... feedback never hurts... Lol!~ I just wanted to release the feelings inside!~
Til then, take care and God Bless~!
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