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i needed a place to rant and get advice (maybe) , and fb is not the place for that... sorry if you thought this was an update... mianhae just ignore me...
I really, really, REALLY fucking hate it when ppl talk to me to talk about someone else... ppl have their own fucking mouths to fucking talk, so use it! I hate feeling insignificant! if they want to get to know them why not fucking talk to them themselves?! fuck ppl... i hate it so much... i feel like crying when ppl talk to me it about my best bud... when ppl start talking to me about her i cnt help but feel like im nothing special... ppl always say shes pretty, she this and that... some even compare us when we are out together... i feel unwanted... ugly... unimportant... dnt get me wrong... what im trying to say is that i dnt like it when all we (the person im talking to) only always talk bout her... even if i try to change the subject.... they find a way to add her in... i love her to bits... believe me... i dnt know... maybe writing this was just stupid.... but it nice to let feelings out or they'll tear you up... you think i would be used to it... no one wants to get to know me... or wants me around, once they get their info... they don't talk to me again... thats how it always is... sorry for the negativity... i just wanted to let the hot air out before i do something stupid...