Mar 01, 2006 21:45
Today is the first day of March. It made me realize I only have 3 months in highschool left. This has by far been the quickest seeming year of school. I still need to get my college plans figured out. It's only a matter of about a week or two until I have a working automobile, a the plates, and insurance. Also in a little over a month is spring break. Part of me wants to just stay home and make money. But I don't want to let my friends down. So I'll try hard to get the money together. I gave my dad $360 which should cover fixing up the van with some left over he can have for his labor. With my next 2 pay days I will get insurance and a license plate. I'm just not all into the getting drunk and then having sex thing that many people are into about spring break. Regardless I'm sure I'll have fun somehow.
Last week off school started off good. It ended up ending shitty, but me realizing something that I think helped. I'm done drinking alcohol. I realized I don't want to depend on something like that because it makes me feel weak when I think about it. My mood was lifted when school resumed which is uncommon because I have been really fed up with highschool and all the pesturing teachers and hall monitors. And then I also hate the attendance policy. I'm a little behind in school, but not suffering. I am also doing quite well in my college class despite having about 50% attendance.
Well it's getting late and I'm gonna go work out before bed. All in all things are looking up. Me and my dad are starting to get along better. I don't know about my mom, but I haven't heard anything bad so it's a good thing. I'm just feeling more friendly this week. Life is seeming to be more all around enjoyable when I try to have an optimistic standpoint.