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ok i know i totally just sound like bi-polar. but i just went from super sad to pissed off completely!!!!! omg how could i be so stupid as to think that i could actually have a nice conversation with this fool!?!?! it was like gringing my hand off in a blender. ok maybe not that bad. but i hate it. im soooo irritated that that stupid fool wont freakin say like two words to someone that he spent like 4 months with. i just think that is sooo lame that i have to be the only one talking all the time!!! omg im so pissed off...can i say that again?!!? gosh....i thought that he might actually sound happy to hear from me..but is that it?? NO!!! why did i freakin call him? oh yeah..thats right...because he tried talking to me online but i was in my room thinking about him...jsdfklasjdfskldf. so gay...so gay. i caught myself kinda complaining about formal and he told me how stupid it was and everything..whatever. i WILL have fun. and then i freakin ask him like questions and stuff and he takes forever to answer me...like he doesnt even hear me...yeah thsts just how much i mean to him..why do i even bother trying to tell him anything when i know that everything is going in one ear and out the other. why am i sooooo mad?!?!! i dont know. i guess it just hurts because im stupid and actually thought i might feel better after talking to him....WRONG. sdkl fjklsdjfskldjfklsdfjals sjdklsdjfsklefjlskdj flskdfjlsdk we90ufweilfjsdklfn ...GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ!!!!!!!