To: whoever calls me friend..read this
okay usually i am super happy and stuff in my live journals....this time i am just a little irritated!!!....alright here goes.....i am sick and tired of people ripping my boyfriend to freakin pieces. its like un-neccessary. sure i had some pretty sad moments with kenny and stuff but you know what...relationships have their ups and downs. people say that it shouldnt be happening in like the first two months and BLAH BLAH FREAKING DAH!!! well guess what...it did and i am kinda happy because i know what he is like and what to expect and stuff. so i suggest that you people that are so against me and him being with eachother...stop being so negative about everything!! word travels fast and i know that people are talking behind my back and it sucks. and i know that when i do try to defend myself that you dont want to hear it because you have it ground into your brain that he sucks and is suuuuuuuuuch a horrible person and boyfriend.... so basically that includes all my friends that know kenny or know about my drama. i am really glad that you people care and stuff but it hurts that you wont believe that i really am HAPPY....its like you wont accept that i just might have actually talked to my boyfriend about things and just might have worked things out and maybe just maybe taken a good long hard look at the whole picture and ive decided....that yeah...IM HAPPY!!!!!! its not like i dont understand where you are coming from...because i do. but you guys dont know all that is said and done between kenny and i so i dont really know if you have the right to tell me what he does and doesnt do and should and shouldnt do and what he is and what he isnt. i am not totally free of blame because i know i over reacted to alot of things but i am just starting out with this fool and i need to get a feel for him and what he's like....and i told people some of the stuff he said and it sounds sooooooooo terrible when in all actuality it really was nothing. so yeah....please understand that i have thought out all of my options and im not being stupid if my family...who probably loves me more than anyone in this world...can be supportive of me...then i just hope that my friends whom i love so much can be too. but yeah anyways...thats just how i feel about that one little subject but honestly i really am totally happy...i am in a super good mood and im just like...WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...lol. so yeah im not really mad at you guys im just kinda basically pleading for you to freakin give the guy a break and stop making me feel stupid because i am chosing to work things out and not just give up...SHOCKER....anyways....i better go to bed...lata!