Grr.....
I'm being a horrible bitch today and I know it. I'm pissed, I'm fucking pissed and I have every right in the world to be. There is only so many times one person can blow something off. You can only go on pretending things aren't there for so long. Eventually the shit will hit the fan. We all have our straw that breaks the camel's back. So yes, I am acting incredibly bitchy to the one person I wish would be nicer to me. Funny how life works that way right? The worst part? I know this is karma getting me back for the bad things I did to someone else in much the same way. Ultimately, I do deserve this. I'm getting mine. Doesn't make me any less angry but at least I can have some perspective. Maybe tomorrow I will forget, Maybe tonight it will be over and it won't even matter tomorrow, maybe... well who fucking cares about maybe.
Day One of two weeks off? I give it a 5 on a scale of 10.
Day One of two weeks off? I give it a 5 on a scale of 10.