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Hey everyone. or at least the 4 people that read this thing. Not much has been happening since ive updated last.
Lately ive been feeling so shitty, and not very healthy. I have good days, but they are always surrounded by bad ones.
Just one question for anyone out there who can help me. What is love's purpose when all it makes you feel is pain? I've loved that girl more than i can even explain. I dont think i can ever be totally her's ever again. All she wants is to have fun... which is not her fault. And because i love her, i want her to be happy. And if being flirty, and having fun is making her happy, then it should make me happy. but it doesnt. i cant stand myself for feeling that way, but i just have to say it. It kills me.
My heart is dying..
Lately ive been feeling so shitty, and not very healthy. I have good days, but they are always surrounded by bad ones.
Just one question for anyone out there who can help me. What is love's purpose when all it makes you feel is pain? I've loved that girl more than i can even explain. I dont think i can ever be totally her's ever again. All she wants is to have fun... which is not her fault. And because i love her, i want her to be happy. And if being flirty, and having fun is making her happy, then it should make me happy. but it doesnt. i cant stand myself for feeling that way, but i just have to say it. It kills me.
My heart is dying..