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PRobably spent too much... but oh well. I would have wound up spending it on LaRosa's anyway. Mmmm pan crust and such.
Summer is flying. It's July and soon the dreaded will be here- - wonderful.
DC cancelled. Christian is pissed. Hired a maid and a/c repair man... i didnt ask for any of that. Oh well- not my problem. Stuff happens. Jenny turned 13 today. Getting old... i'm getting so very old.
I want a baby.
Preliminary.... hmmm, it's all madness. I love it. Pure insanity.
GWAR was crazy. Saw the Pope and Pres. Bush killed on stage by mutant trolls playing metal. I wonder what my father thought of these things... and why he loved them so much.
I miss him. I imagined he and I going to the concert with me and Jord and how different things would be now. And me, almost 20- how different things are when you are no longer 16. And still missing someone gone 3 years now. 4 in February. I will put this to words some day. And make sense of it all. There must be words somewhere to explain it all. Contain it, if only momentarily when in ink it is suspended in SENSE.
i love summer rain and lightning.
Summer is flying. It's July and soon the dreaded will be here- - wonderful.
DC cancelled. Christian is pissed. Hired a maid and a/c repair man... i didnt ask for any of that. Oh well- not my problem. Stuff happens. Jenny turned 13 today. Getting old... i'm getting so very old.
I want a baby.
Preliminary.... hmmm, it's all madness. I love it. Pure insanity.
GWAR was crazy. Saw the Pope and Pres. Bush killed on stage by mutant trolls playing metal. I wonder what my father thought of these things... and why he loved them so much.
I miss him. I imagined he and I going to the concert with me and Jord and how different things would be now. And me, almost 20- how different things are when you are no longer 16. And still missing someone gone 3 years now. 4 in February. I will put this to words some day. And make sense of it all. There must be words somewhere to explain it all. Contain it, if only momentarily when in ink it is suspended in SENSE.
i love summer rain and lightning.