Here goes nothing...

[jonesin4cali]

Alright...originally I made this entry a private one because I was afraid of what those who read this journal and don't know about these things would think about this entry...but after posting it the first time, I haven't stopped thinking about the small little fact of : WHO FUCKIN' CARES? If one of my friends reads this and finds out things about

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[anonymous]

Jen- I know it will always run through your mind but you were young when your father tragically left this world, and being the age you were probably had no idea how to handle it. Trust that he knows you love him and is watching over you. As far as drugs go, we all experiment, that doesn't make us bad people. Should we stop, yea probably, but wether we do or not doesn't make us a good or bad person. But truthfully I know you are stronger than that, you can stop if you put all of your strength into it. And as far as being rejected for not doing it, well if you are, are they really your friends? As far as sexuality, we do not ask to be gay or straight or bisexual, it just happens, and well a lot of things in life just happen; and wether this is a phase or not only time will tell, just be who you are. We all go through sibling and parent rivalry, and they are wars that no one wins. Unfortunetly we will always be in competition with our siblings, well for the majority of our lives, you are stronger in differnent areas than your sisters and vice versa. They love you for who you are too. Sorry we didn't end up hanging out over break, A LOT of shit went down, but thats a phone conversation. I miss you girl, stay strong and keep your head up high.
ALL MY LOVE,
Chelsee (Manags)

[jonesin4cali]

Chels,
Thanks for the kind words...it's nice to know you've always got my back, and vice versa...i miss you too, and hopefully we can hang out more when i get back for Christmas break...love you babe!