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Its been awhile livejournal.
You know what? Friendship is a tricky thing. Its so hard to comprehend how much things change/people change. I now know for sure that things won't go back to how they were sophmore year. And I guess I'm okay with that, I don't really have a choice. I would like to have some sort of friendship with you though (lauren and briana) but I know it won't be the same. My four best friends were my life a year ago, the reason I got up in the morning. I now know I can't put my friends and boyfriend in the center of my world. I need to put myself first. I need to live for myself and make myself happy.
Thank you Lizzy. For sticking by me.. never giving me up even when I didn't make time for you. You will always be my best friend. Always. =)
I'm so sick of high school. Thank god we're seniors now... I want college soooooooooo bad.
Oh, about my life currently... I work 40 hours a week at a daycare where little kids annoy me all day. I come home from work on tuesdays and thursdays and go play 90 minutes of soccer. Sunday mornings I wake up and practice for two hours. Saturday is pretty much the only day I'm free. After work, I'm dead.. sorry I didnt make plans with you any day after work lauren. call me if you dont hate me.
okay time for bed. call me on the weekends if you wanna hang out 870-0496
You know what? Friendship is a tricky thing. Its so hard to comprehend how much things change/people change. I now know for sure that things won't go back to how they were sophmore year. And I guess I'm okay with that, I don't really have a choice. I would like to have some sort of friendship with you though (lauren and briana) but I know it won't be the same. My four best friends were my life a year ago, the reason I got up in the morning. I now know I can't put my friends and boyfriend in the center of my world. I need to put myself first. I need to live for myself and make myself happy.
Thank you Lizzy. For sticking by me.. never giving me up even when I didn't make time for you. You will always be my best friend. Always. =)
I'm so sick of high school. Thank god we're seniors now... I want college soooooooooo bad.
Oh, about my life currently... I work 40 hours a week at a daycare where little kids annoy me all day. I come home from work on tuesdays and thursdays and go play 90 minutes of soccer. Sunday mornings I wake up and practice for two hours. Saturday is pretty much the only day I'm free. After work, I'm dead.. sorry I didnt make plans with you any day after work lauren. call me if you dont hate me.
okay time for bed. call me on the weekends if you wanna hang out 870-0496