Its been a while
Hm its been a long time since ive updated..like actually updated.
This week is exams. i hate it. Its so boring. But on the upside we get
half days:) i actually didnt even have school today. I slept in till 10.
Yeah be jealous it was nice:)
Lately ive been overwhelmed...with BOYS, friends, SCHOOL, my parents, my diabetes, etc. I think im kind of stressed out.
The parents thing...Sometimes im just soo sick of them trying to live my life..i can take care of myself and i dont think they get it. They annoy me sometimes. School...errrr...I have to get good grades or else i get friggen shot in the face. I cant get C's basically anymore. They get pissed. And im not doing so hot in some classes...aka u.s history. yeah mrs. gregg can friggen suck a cock i hate that bitch. My diabetes is just like trying to take over my life right now....every time i eat something i have to check my sugar give myself a shot omg you dont even know how annoying it is. The shots make me have lumps on my tummy:( not cute. Friends...some of them are just annoying the fuck out of me...i dont know why theyre just like getting on my last nerve and i wanna smack some of them.
Boys......Man oh man.....I like beans.... A LOT. But i dont think he really wants a relationship as much as i do. Like i think hes saying he doesnt in the nicest possible way. And whenever i comment him or anything on myspace i feel like im being annoying or something. I dont know. I feel like im not really good enough. Or im not what he wants. It kinda stinks....I wish i could be what he wanted...or what people say about me to him...people tell him im great and awesome and all this stuff...i dont think im all that great haha. i dont know...i think i rushed into it...like im the one who wants it at all....yeah....then.....ryan tells me today he likes me...jesus like it could get anymore frustrating. I like him and everything...but like everytime i start to not like him or start liking someone else...he gets right back on my mind...and he tells me he likes me...its soooooooooo confusing..like i dont know which one i would choose. I think beans at the moment but i dont think its come to that yet thank god. and plus ryan likes nina like wayyyyyyy more so thats kinda a good thing. Yeah im a wee bit confused.....
IM GLAD MARYRUTH IS COMING IN FEBRUARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited i havent seen that girl in forever and i miss her to death.
I miss hanging out with lauren and kara and all them gals. Like ive been talking and staying the night at annas more which im glad...and nora i talk to sometimes and i cant not talk to pooze.....but like i dunno sometimes i go days without talking to my laur...i miss that girl realllllly bad....and i talk to kara...but we NEVER hang out anymore:( it makes me sad that in the summer we all used to be soooo close and hang out almost everyday but now alot of us dont talk hardly at all....I wish it was all the same but i dont know.......you cant really change it once its happened. I'm just not good with handling change right away.
Im so glad i hang out with stubbs alot now. shes the best and i love that girl soooo friggen much.
I MISS HANGING OUT WITH KRISTEN ELISE KILGORE. you bitch. We need to hang out. ASAP ASAP ASAP...you nigger tryin to play me ima blow you off the map asap..lol ok im done with that.
Ive been a pimp lately...haha alot of boys have told me that im either beautiful or told me they liked me.....its awesomeeeeeee it feels so good to know that guys think im pertttyyy..:):):):)....hehe i never thought any guy would..lol im cool.
Well yeah i need to go and study and shit so ill talk or update in the near future...........love you all....
KAYE JAY
This week is exams. i hate it. Its so boring. But on the upside we get
half days:) i actually didnt even have school today. I slept in till 10.
Yeah be jealous it was nice:)
Lately ive been overwhelmed...with BOYS, friends, SCHOOL, my parents, my diabetes, etc. I think im kind of stressed out.
The parents thing...Sometimes im just soo sick of them trying to live my life..i can take care of myself and i dont think they get it. They annoy me sometimes. School...errrr...I have to get good grades or else i get friggen shot in the face. I cant get C's basically anymore. They get pissed. And im not doing so hot in some classes...aka u.s history. yeah mrs. gregg can friggen suck a cock i hate that bitch. My diabetes is just like trying to take over my life right now....every time i eat something i have to check my sugar give myself a shot omg you dont even know how annoying it is. The shots make me have lumps on my tummy:( not cute. Friends...some of them are just annoying the fuck out of me...i dont know why theyre just like getting on my last nerve and i wanna smack some of them.
Boys......Man oh man.....I like beans.... A LOT. But i dont think he really wants a relationship as much as i do. Like i think hes saying he doesnt in the nicest possible way. And whenever i comment him or anything on myspace i feel like im being annoying or something. I dont know. I feel like im not really good enough. Or im not what he wants. It kinda stinks....I wish i could be what he wanted...or what people say about me to him...people tell him im great and awesome and all this stuff...i dont think im all that great haha. i dont know...i think i rushed into it...like im the one who wants it at all....yeah....then.....ryan tells me today he likes me...jesus like it could get anymore frustrating. I like him and everything...but like everytime i start to not like him or start liking someone else...he gets right back on my mind...and he tells me he likes me...its soooooooooo confusing..like i dont know which one i would choose. I think beans at the moment but i dont think its come to that yet thank god. and plus ryan likes nina like wayyyyyyy more so thats kinda a good thing. Yeah im a wee bit confused.....
IM GLAD MARYRUTH IS COMING IN FEBRUARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited i havent seen that girl in forever and i miss her to death.
I miss hanging out with lauren and kara and all them gals. Like ive been talking and staying the night at annas more which im glad...and nora i talk to sometimes and i cant not talk to pooze.....but like i dunno sometimes i go days without talking to my laur...i miss that girl realllllly bad....and i talk to kara...but we NEVER hang out anymore:( it makes me sad that in the summer we all used to be soooo close and hang out almost everyday but now alot of us dont talk hardly at all....I wish it was all the same but i dont know.......you cant really change it once its happened. I'm just not good with handling change right away.
Im so glad i hang out with stubbs alot now. shes the best and i love that girl soooo friggen much.
I MISS HANGING OUT WITH KRISTEN ELISE KILGORE. you bitch. We need to hang out. ASAP ASAP ASAP...you nigger tryin to play me ima blow you off the map asap..lol ok im done with that.
Ive been a pimp lately...haha alot of boys have told me that im either beautiful or told me they liked me.....its awesomeeeeeee it feels so good to know that guys think im pertttyyy..:):):):)....hehe i never thought any guy would..lol im cool.
Well yeah i need to go and study and shit so ill talk or update in the near future...........love you all....
KAYE JAY