wow
Damn, after all this time i wouldnt happen. I had the perfect relationship with Shira but now things have gone all sour. I've manage to get a call back from this Architech agency but he really isn't looking for a college intern right now so im SOL mayb he set up this meeting with me on the 19th of May. I miss her so much and now she dont respond to my text like she used to or even call me. She said there is nothing going on between her and Bernard but i felt different and now that i look at her journal entry and it basicly concludes what i was saying. She would tell me each time i asked that she had no feelings towards him like that. I just dont know what to do i love her and i want to b with her but we dont even talk anymore. we used to talk every night till she went to sleep or rarely me. Now its like she spends her nights talking to someone else if not then shit i dont know. I have been doing a lot of thinking but now its like im really holding her back. She wants to some what b with him and she wont because she just broke up with him. I was so afraid of the armond situation that its become a reality. She leaves me completely cause she wants to b with someone else. someone that can give her the attention she wants to b in her face 24/7. Im hurt, cause now i see i've really lost her. Unlike her situation i dont have that friend that always have liked me so when i loose out i lost.