at peace
well journal i've been going thru a lot lately and im at peace now with myself and the lord. i would like to state that my girlfriend Shira has been here for me through thick and the thin. she is all i have asked for and i love her with all my heart. i know i dont update like most people on here but i do my best. the most important thing is that my relationship with Shira continues to grow for the best and that we are both happy as possible. I dont kno if she will keep me as her man when she goes away to aiken for college but i wish her the best and i hope we can at least be really good friends unless she will have me to be more. I love you girl and you are my world. I share everything with her and i am vey open with you. Like my father has stated in the past you have my nose wide open and i dont see any other female as a compaion exept you. I am very happy that you have been here for me and you know i am here for you anytime you need me.