Oct 31, 2005 11:10
Well i left town on thursday and went down to O-burg to stay with my homeboy Val for Homecoming weekend. I wouldn't say i was drunk the whole time more like really tipsy cause i wasnt sick nor was i falling all over the place. I finally got to see all my girls Theresa, Unique, Tiffany (TI), Risha, and Valiria. It just felt really good to see all my homies again cause i see my niggas every month i go down there but just the people i haven't seen in a longtime and to know all of them still care and miss a muthafucka like me, even though i gave no one any reason to dislike me, it was a big reunion. Most importantly WE MUTHAFUCKIN WON HOMECOMING !! It just felt like a big homecoming for me and all my friends made me feel better about life in general. I have really been going through a lot of bull shit ups and downs since i left for state last year and ion know I just feel better i didn't want to leave and i didn't want any of them to leave either i wish everything was the way it was. I never got in trouble , i didn't have to do what i did, and just being in school and seeing everybody on a basis. But things are the way that they are now i have people's numbers and we'll all get up together some other time. I'm doing what i always wanted to do and thats study to be an architech so that works out fine. I stayed faithful to my love. I just wish she wouldn't over think things and just KNOW things for what they really are. Im serious about giving it another chance but i am also serous about those changes and if we are gonna keep going in circles everytime things aren't the way we want them at the moment so she has to look into what other guys are telling her and try and make new relationships with them then i don't know how things are gonna work if focus keeps being lost. The phrase for this time is "Keep Your Eyes On The Prize" just like MLK Jr said. Last time i said that that was the last time but im still in love and faults were recognized on both parts so it should show for something that im over ridin my first descion. I love you girl so lets stay focus.