I try to be a hippie but no matter how I try it's not for me
I am so tired my eyes are burning, must press on. It's all my fault for developing a really fucked up sleep schedule. Wake up at 11am go to sleep at 3 am. BAD when you have to start coming in at 8, good for parties. It's give and take.
Holidays are stressful, too much shit to do and everyone is especially ornery. I think it's funny when people tell you what others are doing when you dont even ask. Awesome to hear people are going to germany with each other, how sweet, don't fucking care. I need sleep so I am just in such a bad mood. I have to stay awake though, must meet with father. My stomach is so sour I just don't know what to do. I have to start being nicer to it or else things arent going to end well. I need to have an iv of fluid all day because I really just fucking hate water. I would drink beer al day if I could but it looks like Im moving towards gastritis or something so that shit wont fly. Very excited about christmas simply because I think I will be getting some kick ass roller derby skates. This would be the man though, really. I plan on skating as much as humanly possible, and hopefully some skiing. That's the good thing about hanging out with hippys, they love their outdoors. The bad thing, the smell... haha no just kidding, it's never too bad.
deaathhhh
Holidays are stressful, too much shit to do and everyone is especially ornery. I think it's funny when people tell you what others are doing when you dont even ask. Awesome to hear people are going to germany with each other, how sweet, don't fucking care. I need sleep so I am just in such a bad mood. I have to stay awake though, must meet with father. My stomach is so sour I just don't know what to do. I have to start being nicer to it or else things arent going to end well. I need to have an iv of fluid all day because I really just fucking hate water. I would drink beer al day if I could but it looks like Im moving towards gastritis or something so that shit wont fly. Very excited about christmas simply because I think I will be getting some kick ass roller derby skates. This would be the man though, really. I plan on skating as much as humanly possible, and hopefully some skiing. That's the good thing about hanging out with hippys, they love their outdoors. The bad thing, the smell... haha no just kidding, it's never too bad.
deaathhhh