Sep 01, 2005 23:32
just sitting around look at my college apps.... n i realize soon im gonna be 18 n life isnt gonna be so "fun" for a while, i dont like the idea of growing old haha its wierd cause 18 seems young but i feel like ive been through a lot.
another thing i realized is that i'll only see like 5% of my friends when i move on to college, maybe if i keep in touch. college is like a new area were you have to make new friends and you slowly get taken away from your highschool lif. and there always that cliche "keep in touch man, never forget" speech which really hardly works cause everyone says that n it really doesnt work out. but im just getting ready for college im not saying it wount be fun or anything, just the thought of hanging out in town with everyone is gonna fade away and be nothing, and then ill run into dom when im an art teacher n im teaching his kid how to draw shapes hahaha cause life is like that or people will be calling me saying "dude i was your highschool friend!" when im into the film business whichever happens ill be ready to take their both my passions and i woulnt have an reason to complain, ill get a nice wife, divorce her n then be a swingin' highschool teacher baby!!
my art teacher said something that really sparked a thought " i teach a night class up in scranton n theres this 70 year old women in there, n i asked her 'why are you doing this now? your really good at this' an she told me she didnt have the time in her life to do it, which made me think, if you really believe in something go for it, you dont have to be good cause you dont start off good you have to build to the statis n standing around waiting for something to happens is a fast way to get nowhere, so go to college for what you love not what you like"