killing some time!!

[jondus8989]

soo yea im really bored and im trying to kill time so here we go!! we just had guard camp...it was really fun actually!! i looooved the flag work!! it sux that rifles have to leave early from the flag work! but i also love the rifle work so its all good! i can't wait to start putting it out on the feild!! all the new ppl are doing soo good for just being beginners!! its awsome....but yea i dunno im kinda stressing about some things like wether or not i want to do core next year....like i really want to...but i also want to do winterguard..like maybe the knights or something..i can't do both cuz thats a whole lot of money!!..i was thinking maybe winterguard first...then the next summer dci?...ugh i just dont kno...then i NEED to get this scholarship so i can get into ucf or something....cuz yea thats alot of money to lol....i would get a job but i just dont have anytime wut so evr...so maybe if i didnt do dci next year i could get a summer job and then go from there....i hate making decisions lol....yea and lets not even talk about how much community service i still need to do before getting this scholarship...im hopeing this hospital stuff and service learning i do will cover that ( :, ughgh being a senior sux lol cuz then u actually have to sit down and think...wut do i really want to do with my life?....like i kno i want to be in the medical feild...but will that make me happy...like do i really want to do that for the rest of my life?!?! i don't know i just want to be positive that i want to do it before i go and challenge myself in college for it...cuz imma be in school for awhile! but anywho thats my complaint for the day lol i hope everyone enjoyed it lol
ok well im outtie imma meet <3william<3 for lunch......he better be thankfull lol ok well peace ♥