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[jondus8989]

heyyyyy....so yeah i just felt like updating since my really noone is home except my brother and sister and i am really bored lol so anywho...yeah i dunno wuts up with me..i've been in like a blah kinda mood......well for starters last competition wasnt soo great for me lol i was like in the bitchiest mood evr!! lol...and then i cant TOSS ANYMORE!!! lol seriously i think im getting weaker and weaker as the dayz go by..not cool...i think i dropped my traffic jam toss like 5 times in a row that one practice we had before competiton....i dunno wut is wrong with me lately lol....and i've been sooooo tired evryday!!! i dunno i think i am stressing about way to many things at once..and its like frying up my energy and just overall body lol.....lets see i have school to worry about ( i HAVE to bring up my grades or i am dead!)...ummm guard competiton this weekend and catching that stupid toss!!...boston tryouts...and decideing wether or not i want to do rifle..but i think i am anyway...winterguard.....then just problems with family and other things....ugh too many things!! and im only in freaking highschool thats the sad part!! lol.....i guess im just tired of coming home tired...and im just tired of ppl!! lol...i think i need to get away from evrything!! ugh i even have a headache now lol....ok i'll stop complaining lol...i just really needed to vent and this was good a way to accomplish that lol.....but yeah i still have some chemistry homework so i am going to go do that...OMG I GOT MY JACKET!!! i <3 it!! one positive thing on my ;ife right now! ok well im really done now...thanx for listening!!....well if you did actually read this lol
<3 you all
Jaris

ps/ugh...i think im sick...not cool