don't say i didn't warn you. i plan on bitching and complaing throughout this post because i have no other outlet but this fucking little box in front of me. so just a warning
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I enjoyed the fuckit day. I just got back from a crew party, a formal, where have the team (Varsity older ppl) and some sketchy guys were drunk and loud. And the stereo kept skipping wildly, like between songs. You can only listen to "toxic" and "hey yeah" so many times before you want to die. And i also lost a lot of respect for a lot of ppl. SAD :(
Then i come home and my dorm neighbor is in the bathroom throwing up because her best friend hooked her up with some loser who she was supposed to meet at a party. A drinking party of course at the best friend's boyfriend's apartment. But the guy was loser, so my neighbor drank away her depression. A beautiful harvard girl crying over a 20 year old loser with nothing going for him. she thinks she won't ever find anyone. I don;t understand ppl and drinking and trying to drink away problems or the need to drink and make other ppl uncomfortable around you. I hate that nondrunk ppl aren't allowed to enjoy their soberness. I will never be drunk, not after what i've seen. I'm better than that.
Then i come home and my dorm neighbor is in the bathroom throwing up because her best friend hooked her up with some loser who she was supposed to meet at a party. A drinking party of course at the best friend's boyfriend's apartment. But the guy was loser, so my neighbor drank away her depression. A beautiful harvard girl crying over a 20 year old loser with nothing going for him. she thinks she won't ever find anyone. I don;t understand ppl and drinking and trying to drink away problems or the need to drink and make other ppl uncomfortable around you. I hate that nondrunk ppl aren't allowed to enjoy their soberness. I will never be drunk, not after what i've seen. I'm better than that.
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