i lost the love of my life.

[jonboyevans]

I lost the love of my life all most two months ago now. The pain i feel, hurt, and sadness. Will it ever go away? Its to late for sorry's now, to late to take back what was said. The only thing i want is her back in my life, its to late now. Will this pain ever fade? HOw can I love someone that hurt me as much as she did but want nothing more then

Comments

[mdaria]

What did happen there? I think everyone has been curious, but no answers have been forthcoming. I am sorry that you are hurt. I take it then that you have not found someone as well?

[jonboyevans]

No i have not found anyone else. And i dont know y we broke up. ANd what do u mean i have not found somone as well, do u talk to her?

[mdaria]

I browse her diary from time to time, but we don't actually talk. I'm sorry you haven't found anyone. It would ease the hurt I'm sure. Strange when a break-up happens and you have no idea about it. It causes insanity.

[mdaria]

And, forgive me, I meant nothing by the "as well" bit of that. I was simply making a statement about not having found someone in addition to the hurt. I'm sorry for the confusion.

[pharaohslove]

Yes, she reads my LJ and is in my MSN Group.
Anyway, I'm no longer going to be in the high desert. I'm moving this weekend. Also, for the record, yes, I am seeing someone exclusivly, who is also on LJ, but will remain nameless.