Brushing Up Against A Sigh
I'm giving serious consideration (again) in taking Spook and the kids away from here. I know the only reason he hasn't left this place yet is because of me. I keep telling him all he needs is to say the word and I'll take him anywhere he wants to go. He keeps telling me he's not going to disrupt my life like that. [[Baby, you disrupted my life years ago ::winks:: In all good ways, of course.]]
Sometimes, I feel like I'm failing him. It's not a constant feeling but it hits me on nights like tonight. Nights when he's sitting on the roof staring at his skies and I know he's hurting but there's little I can do to fix it.
I should have beaten his brother (and everyone else who hurt him) in to the ground years ago.
Fuck, I don't know. I should take him from this place.
-J.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm failing him. It's not a constant feeling but it hits me on nights like tonight. Nights when he's sitting on the roof staring at his skies and I know he's hurting but there's little I can do to fix it.
I should have beaten his brother (and everyone else who hurt him) in to the ground years ago.
Fuck, I don't know. I should take him from this place.
-J.