I'll Do, For You, Anything
Mom and my aunt dropped in for a visit yesterday. Mom offered to watch the kids if Spook and I had anything we wanted to do. I talked to Spook and he agreed, so we met the band for a little jam session. We played music for a couple hours, then I dropped Spook off at his staff meeting (for work). He was only five minutes late ::chuckles::
Mom and my aunt decided to stay the night so Spook and I went to the cemetery. The weather was nice and the moon was out. We talked a while and we sat in silence for a while. It was peaceful. I love being there with him.
He keeps telling me he's alright, but I can tell when he's struggling. He's been struggling the past couple nights. He says it's his "typical mood-swinging", and that might be so. Still, I wish he didn't have to fight his fucking haunts. I hate to see him hurting. I wish I could chase those fucking ghosts away for good.
One of the classes at the center is doing some kind of music-related theme for March. Spook asked me if I would come in and play my guitar for the kids, mid-March. I did it once before, two summers ago, and the kids were adorable. They kept running around and dancing and it was just cute as hell. I told him to let me know when they wanted me there and I would do it. I might bring Gavin along, if he's free from classes. We'll do a guitar duo.
My brother wants me to design a tattoo for him. I asked him how he felt about hearts and butterflies ::smirk:: He called me several names which my mother did not grace me with herself.
I have a phone call so I'll end this suddenly.
J.
Mom and my aunt decided to stay the night so Spook and I went to the cemetery. The weather was nice and the moon was out. We talked a while and we sat in silence for a while. It was peaceful. I love being there with him.
He keeps telling me he's alright, but I can tell when he's struggling. He's been struggling the past couple nights. He says it's his "typical mood-swinging", and that might be so. Still, I wish he didn't have to fight his fucking haunts. I hate to see him hurting. I wish I could chase those fucking ghosts away for good.
One of the classes at the center is doing some kind of music-related theme for March. Spook asked me if I would come in and play my guitar for the kids, mid-March. I did it once before, two summers ago, and the kids were adorable. They kept running around and dancing and it was just cute as hell. I told him to let me know when they wanted me there and I would do it. I might bring Gavin along, if he's free from classes. We'll do a guitar duo.
My brother wants me to design a tattoo for him. I asked him how he felt about hearts and butterflies ::smirk:: He called me several names which my mother did not grace me with herself.
I have a phone call so I'll end this suddenly.
J.