lonely.. i'm so lonely..
YES i shldnt be saying that. Jon is neva lonely as he has friends.
can i be forgiven if i want hugs? a sense of security? a sense of touch? a sense of love? esp after that dream of mine.. how much i crave for hugs. virtual hugs? i think i can do without them. was telling someone online that i am a touchy person. i guess tat is why i think i want physical hugs. someone whom i can lie in his chest, hearing his heartbeat, feeling his arms ard me.
Whenever i feel that way, i think to myself. this situation does make me feel very passive. thou i'm very much a mixture of both active and passive. thou i wan to be active in my next rship, i still crave for a hug from someone tall and big size. sorry but i wan to feel small.. i wan to be like a baby. this is a human's instinct. babies when they are held by their parents, wont cry. coz they feel secure and familiar. not making sense anymore...............................
my heart aches.. it really does..
can i be forgiven if i want hugs? a sense of security? a sense of touch? a sense of love? esp after that dream of mine.. how much i crave for hugs. virtual hugs? i think i can do without them. was telling someone online that i am a touchy person. i guess tat is why i think i want physical hugs. someone whom i can lie in his chest, hearing his heartbeat, feeling his arms ard me.
Whenever i feel that way, i think to myself. this situation does make me feel very passive. thou i'm very much a mixture of both active and passive. thou i wan to be active in my next rship, i still crave for a hug from someone tall and big size. sorry but i wan to feel small.. i wan to be like a baby. this is a human's instinct. babies when they are held by their parents, wont cry. coz they feel secure and familiar. not making sense anymore...............................
my heart aches.. it really does..